I know it’s wrong. I know I shouldn’t do it. I know that if anyone knew about it, they’d look at me with disgust and they’d think I was a terrible human being. Maybe I am. But… I just can’t help myself.
I’ve perfected my technique over the years. I know the best tools to use, and where to use them. I know the places on the body I can hurt the most and how to make you really bleed. I use my pillow to muffle any whimpers or cries for help – not that any help would come.